This is true.

Im learning how to accept this.  even tho i would love to live a normal life.  this is what i have to do.
and im ready to deal with whatever it throws my way.

i have my first endo appointment next tuesday and im nervous.  not sure what to expect. hoping for all good news. anyway on a more personal note, life is good.  i have learned to love it more now. appreciate everything and i am planning my first vacation to chicago with diabetes.  i know i will be okay.  my blood sugar actually has been pretty stable. ive been right in the normal range and occasionly drop a little lower then i should.

i will let you know how the dr app goes.